Is is easy to think in many directions. Ideas are popping up. Ideas you find thrilling at the beginning. Ideas that appear in the most unexpected locations and situations.
I always tried new and new beginnings. Every path I took had at a certain time point also another change I initially had not expected. I walked and walked again but I always searched for a path, which I could still follow. Because this path was “blocked” I had always to take continuous decisions, to adapt myself to a change and another change, which happened suddenly and unexpectedly changed my course of life.
We are simply born with this sensibility. There is something inside us which, when it meets with something from the exterior, provokes an imbalance. We struggle, we shake with our entire body. We equilibrate on our own, helped by people around us or with drug intake. After that every time we think about a similar situation we have gone through we would not wish to live the same state.