I always tried new and new beginnings. Every path I took had at a certain time point also another change I initially had not expected. I walked and walked again but I always searched for a path, which I could still follow. Because this path was “blocked” I had always to take continuous decisions, to adapt myself to a change and another change, which happened suddenly and unexpectedly changed my course of life.
Where have I remained? Where do I stay? In the amalgam of remained and continued information and left over again we find no courage to follow them. I hesitate, I loose myself and hesitate again. I have no courage to do more. I look lost, I cannot gather myself. I try to do something but do not know what. I want to start from where I stand. Continue reading “Where has remained my dream?”